Maybe this is a hollow gesture, but maybe I'll actually end up there.

Well, on a whim, I'm applying to Stanford now. Thankfully all of the UC schools are common app; it's three birds with one big, obnoxious stone.

Oddly none of the UC schools nor the University of Arizona accept recommendation letters. (And if they do and I missed it tell me NOW; I searched all over the websites.) I hope this does not hurt me; all of my junior year teachers promised dynamite letters, and after my SAT II Math IIC score I need a boost for the California schools. I know I'm set for Arizona and Texas.

December 1st, when the last application is postmarked / that last 'send' button has been pushed, I am going to embark upon an orgiastic whirl of hardcore partying. And I think everybody in my boat is with me on this. You know what I mean. Hardcore. Nerd Herd. Party.

As in we'll re-define 'hardcore'.

I guess it's finally time I said something.

I seldom like to talk about personal issues on livejournal, but this may benefit somebody in the same situation.

( If you have a friend or loved one (or know somebody who knows somebody) who is currently undergoing drug-testing monitoring for alcohol, specifically somebody with a professional license, please read. )

For those of you who know more specifically what is going on: yes, something did bring this post about. Please do not worry. Everything is going to be fine, regardless of what happens.