trenchkamen: (Partner)
One of the few advantages to living in this hotter-than-hellhole during the summer: monsoon season.



My camera-phone just doesn't do it justice.

I need to stay the hell off Cracked. Woke up in the middle of the night last night, couldn't fall back asleep, thought I'd check one or two articles. Three hours later, I'm still reading random crap. I was getting really bad eyestrain, but I kept thinking I'd read just one more article. Repeat.

Damn it, I just went back to look up the article I was going to reference, and read five more. You win this round, Cracked.

Of course, I'm attracted to anything that has to do with books, so I read this article. It features one of my all-time favorite books, Fahrenheit 451. (Yeah, original, I know. Blow me. That book rules.) And since I never read it as part of a class curriculum, I guess I was spared the 'official' English teacher interpretations as listed. Specifically, that the book was about censorship. And it was, but the real point is how this censorship arose. It arose with the will of a populace who did not want to think anymore, because thinking is uncomfortable. Occasionally, you have to come face-to-face with existential crises, and your own mortality, and, hell, your glaring faults and hypocrisies. It is beyond me how anybody can read that book and not get that context. The government did not make these people into who they are. THEY made themselves into who they are. Assuming that the book is ONLY about censorship is a hideously simplistic reading, and misses the truly frightening and poignant message.

Did anybody really get only get 'censorship is bad' of that book? This wasn't a totalitarian government that brainwashed a populace. This is a populace that brainwashed itself.

Also, he foresaw the worthless drivel that is reality TV and sitcoms, and that, friends, is horrifying. When he wrote the novel you had a couple of channels on a black-and-white TV. Now we are supersaturated with mindless drivel, empty entertainments, and pure, unadulterated bullshit. And people seem to love this more than books--or anything requiring thought. The man was a prophet. Even our news has become a spectacle. Cable news is nothing but partisan bullshit, 24/7 sensationalism and speculation, and borderline pornography in the way it shoves itself into the personal lives of celebrities and grieving families. It's sick.

Well, the soap operas Montag's wife watches aren't strictly reality TV. Somehow I am reminded of a subset of fandom that consumes without critically thinking about the content, almost fetishizing the characters they encounter. I am inclined to say 'living vicariously', but that isn't correct. There are people (myself included) who live in a fantasy world, write, read, daydream, etc, which I guess can amount to a vicarious state. Maybe to an objective observer I am no different from Montag's wife, hypnotized by her digital 'family'.

I think the mindless soul-rot Bradbury described, in terms of a fandom, of a sort (soap opera fandom, I guess), really has nothing to do strictly with 'fandom' at all. In fans and non-fans, this is what is repugnant: consumption without critical thinking. Escapism without soul. Leisure without meditation. And absolutely nothing but these things. There are books devoid of content and critical thought, as there are films and TV shows of considerable depth and artistry.

In this sense, the message is more important than the medium. But I still love the written word, and, despite the recent trend to forecast its doom in a digital age, I hope the art persists forever. But this is the nostalgia of an old-school reader. Ultimately, what matters most is the content, the thought.

And there is nothing wrong with occasional, pure escapism, pure fun. I do this all the time. I know highly intelligent people who get guilty pleasure out of horrid reality TV and the like. But--nothing but is a hollow diet. You can have sweets, but you can't eat them all the time. Your soul will atrophy. And you can't appreciate how sweet sweets are, without context. And it seems that a lot of people gorge themselves on the fluff so they don't have to think--ever. So they can turn their brains off--forever. Sure, some entertainments provide the illusion of thinking (I think of braindead interviews on reality TV and cable news), but there is no introspection there.

I also know the neo-conservative interpretation of the book: that political correctness and 'multiculturalism' will turn us into mindless drones, afraid to think critically about anything. Inherent in this interpretation is the assumption that 'truth' lies with them: i.e., if we dare to question racial IQs, etc, or the superiority of one race or religion over another, we will find an answer very politically incorrect and offensive, so we must not think about it. Or anything. Again, inherent in this thought is the assumption that truth is on their side, that critical thought will inevitably lead you to their conclusions. This reminds me of the teacher I had in high school who assumed all of her intelligent students must be hardcore conservatives (fiscally and socially) and model Republicans, because Republicans have Truth on their side, and if you are smart, you will naturally see that. Yes, this was a teacher in a public high school, but that is a whole other story. She really, deeply believed that the Replubican party line packaged set of beliefs (don't even get me started on the arbitrary nature of packaged partisan politics, instead of considering issues individually; I think the party system is a monstrosity) was Truth.

Anyway.

There is a point to be had here: freedom of speech means allowing people to say things you find repugnant. One reason why I think groups like Westboro Baptist are perfectly free to hold up whatever signs and say whatever they want on public grounds. (We enter the argument of how far from a funeral is considered reserved for a 'private function'.) Same with neo-Nazis, Scientologists, etc.

The rebuttal to words is more words, debate and education--thought. It is NEVER censorship. I would rather live in a world where people can say deeply hurtful things than in a world where we can't say anything at all. Everything we say will offend somebody. If we censor people instead of mustering the courage and mental reserves to respond, we create Bradbury's future.

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And, yes, I do realize Bradbury would disapprove of me spending so much time cocking around on the internet, reading stuff like Cracked (which, in the end, amounts to 'stuffing myself with factoids'). I also admit that I'm a trivia junkie (read: 'factoids'), but I can't see how people can digest 'factoids' without thinking critically about them, or looking at the background causes, the context, etc. I know I overthink things, but damn, seriously?

The thought of Machiavelli being a proto-Colbert is pretty amazing. I admit, I haven't studied Machiavelli (I read The Prince ages ago, but that's about it), so this concept is new to me. Does this mean hundreds of years from now people will think Colbert was serious? That's trolling that withstands the ages.
trenchkamen: (Glove fetish)
Somebody on Fandom Secrets said exactly what has always been in my heart. The DiC transformation music and background music was way better than the original Japanese music. (Inners only; I love the Outers transformation music, but I find the "la la la la la SAILOR MOON" and the "SAILOR (WHOEVER)" repeated really obnoxious). The dub Sailor Moon transformation music makes my throat tighten, every single time I hear it. The nostalgia is that powerful.

I finally watched How to Train Your Dragon, and I loved it. Toothless is so cute. He reminds me of a big kitty. Rather timely movie (well, I guess always timely, given the state of humanity) about prejudices and coming to understand one's mortal foe.

I'm looking for recommendations of good books on historical plagues, including the Black Death. I'd like to read more about demographic and social effects, religious effects, firsthand accounts, etc. I know where to find everything on the genetics and debates on whether or not the plague was actually caused by Yersinia pestis. Bonus points if they're available on the nook.

I've been chipping away at The System of the World, which is so much easier to lug around in ebook form. Neal Stephenson certainly is a chatty bloke, but everything he has to say is interesting. I wonder how he produces so much content in so short a time. It's mind-boggling. Does he have to turn off his internal critic, or his filter? I wonder if I can ever be as uninhibited. I would love to chat with him, but "How do you write?" is quite a trite question that, by nature, seldom nets an answer that isn't bullshit. You just do. Sit down, and do. And that's the hardest part if you spend so much time locked up in your head, second-guessing and perfecting before putting pen to paper.

I spend so much time worrying about writing I could be spending just writing. I don't know how common this tick is, but it's goddamn annoying, and also manifests in my tendency to be paralyzed by choice--even simple choices like what to do with my spare time.

Oh, and the elliptical is mysteriously broken, again. I used the stationary bike, but it's not nearly as good a workout as the elliptical. Too bad it's too damn hot to go out biking. Or that I can't find my helmet anyway.
trenchkamen: (Wow.)
That's so, like, cool of you, man.
trenchkamen: (Fighting)
I'm sure by now most Utena fans have heard that Kawakami Tomoko has passed away of ovarian cancer, at the age of 40. I just found out now. I'm in shock. I can't express how much that show--and her role, especially, thanks in no small part to her acting--effected me. Since I'm on limited time with a slow internet connection ($5AU/30 min, bullshit), I won't go into a rant, but: Kawakami-sama, you profoundly effected at least one person on this miserable rock of a planet, and helped shape her into who she is today. Rest in peace. I hope it's a lovely castle in the sky.

Yeah, I'm in Australia, picking up my sister from her study abroad trip. The family is taking a side-trip to Hamilton Island, where I currently am. It's lovely, but there isn't much going on. Everything closes at 8PM. Hopefully I'll have more regular interwebs when I get back to the mainland. I've been doing a lot of reading by the beach. Weather is perfect.
trenchkamen: (De-li-cious)
Since I'm fairly certain everybody on my friends list has already masturbated FURIOUSLY to the Nintendo E3 stuff:



Thanks, Kyle and Evan. Not sure who made the original gif, but thank you, too.
trenchkamen: (Look what I did)
先輩:

I've been trying to translate this sentence out of the Clow Card Fortune Book for the past hour, and I can't quite get it. Can I ask advice from the sempai I have on my friends list?

人当たりのよさで物事をスムーズにおさめる能力は、仕事面でも大いに役立つもの。

This is what I have gotten so far:

物事をスムーズにおさめる能力 : Your ability to smoothly succeed in anything (rationale: "おさめる" is used to refer to success, or acing, something, in some contexts)

仕事面でも大いに役立つもの: Your 'work face' is also a very helpful thing

What I don't quite get is how 人当たりのよさで fits in with the rest of the sentence. I translate that fragment as 'virtue of attitude', where 'よさ' is 'virtue' or 'merit'. I couldn't find any compounds for the fragment 'のよさで', so I assume 'の' is a possessive modifier for '人当たり', and 'で' is an independent particle. は also marks the subject of the sentence as 能力 (ability or power), I assume, unless it is truncated or something is left out/implied.

What do you guys think?

This is what I've done so far. Please tell me if you find anything ragingly stupid/wrong. I included the original Japanese text.

HAH.

May. 31st, 2011 10:39 pm
trenchkamen: (Wish I knew how to quit you)
It's catching on.

Also not the first, or only, person to make a Phoenix/Edgeworth joke.
trenchkamen: (And eternity in an hour.)
Back from Florida. Successfully got [livejournal.com profile] miwasatoshi and [livejournal.com profile] ladyseiryuu married off to each other. I wish them all the best in their future together.

We got to spend a day at Epcot while we were in Orlando. Got in for free as a guest of a cast member. It was freaking awesome. I love Epcot. [livejournal.com profile] omegadonut and I spent most of the day walking around the World Showcase. I love Mitsukoshi. I put the pictures up on Facebook, and I really don't want to re-upload them again here. So check that out.

And, when I got home, I had this package from Nozomi waiting for me~

Utena remaster! ON MY BED )

This is AMAZING. Handsome, sturdy, elegant, everything I hoped for and didn't dare hope for, because I'm used to being disappointed by Region 1 releases. But Nozomi, you delivered--boy did you deliver. I can't wait to dig in.

I've been re-reading William Gibson's Bridge Trilogy. I'm on Idoru (really should be 'Aidoru', but whatever). I'm remembering just how much I loved these books when I read them the first time. Amazing detail, dark, lush, rough. I am in love with the Bay Bridge colony. It is, by far, one of the coolest settings ever conceived. Gibson is also just a damn good writer, with a true gift for setting an entire scene with small details, scratches on paint, texture of walls, quality of light. I'm also amused by the pseudo-retrofuturistic quality of the novels, having been written in the 90's about this time period. The technology advancement levels are all mixed up, out of order. They have technology we don't, we have technology they don't, but the spirit of globalization remains the same, of information overload. It's a masturbatory storm of everything I think kicks ass.

I know the concept of the 'virtual idol' has been around long before these novels were published, but we're there, guys. I wonder what Gibson has to say about Hatsune Miku. Probably "I told you so", or something like that.
trenchkamen: (Intense)



I think I'm going to study for the JLPT. My Japanese is getting too rusty; I need some study plan here that isn't "Read manga, ????, profit?"
trenchkamen: (Totally innocent)
This is one of the stupidest things I've wasted my time putting together. Took a lot longer than I anticipated. I regret nothing.

In case you didn't guess, I've been playing Pokemon White and enjoying it immensely.

Route 4 in Unova is Phoenix, Arizona )
trenchkamen: (I will become a prince)
Oh my God, why haven't I posted here in over a month? Because my friends list backlog intimidated me?

I guess I better get in the game, since Jesus is due back on Saturday. True story. There's a billboard by the airport and everything. And apparently billboard-vans circling campus the past week? I actually read through their convoluted derivation of this date based on random snippets of the Bible. Bulletproof. I'll leave out the milk and cookies.

I'm a little bit too jealous of Italy for getting all the Sailor Moon reboot merchandise (and the DS game, natch, even though it apparently sucks), and a little bit too sad that My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic is over until season 2 later this year, given that I'm twenty-fucking-three and oh my god did somebody just say they were too young to remember Sailor Moon being on the air? I've fallen in love with the Sailor Failures tumblr, especially the dub-vs-sub comparisons, and compilations of bad 90's dub quotes. Nostalgia bomb? Example of television being dumbed down for consumption by American audiences? Okay, some are actually pretty funny. Also some awesome meta discussion on the way the dub-vs-sub edits changed characterization and story. COOL YOUR JETS.

Lucky Italy aside (really, why do I care that they're getting another censored dub and crappy plastic toys?), it looks like this is going to be a pretty kick-ass year for Stateside anime/manga licensing.

  • Vertical is going to finish releasing the Black Jack manga, and it is a handsome release they put together.
  • Kodansha is re-releasing the Sailor Moon manga, also Codename wa Sailor V.
  • UTENA REMASTER UTENA REMASTER UTENA REMASTER UTENA REMASTER preordered like a boss, both available arcs. I am all over the last box set the second it goes online.
  • Persona 4 anime. HNNNNNNNNNG
  • I'm probably missing something I'll kick myself for later.

And then there's what sucks: TokyoPop going under. So I'm never going to see the rest of The Embalmer or Petshop of Horrors: Tokyo, am I? At least, not in English. I already started collecting the English manga, and I have a fondness for solid blocks of series all in the same format. I also have an accessibility fetish: I want these amazing series to be available to non-Japanese speakers--you know, manga fans who, heaven forbid, didn't learn Japanese in college and might have actually learned a different language.
trenchkamen: (Sakura rain)
Ow my eyes.

I've been taking pictures of stuff and putting it up on eBay, which takes longer than you would think.

trenchkamen's ebay store

I will be adding more later. Right now it's mostly a ton of doujinshi (Phoenix/Edgeworth, mostly) that, while I enjoy, I look at maybe once every two years, to be honest. And they're all in great condition. Also Escaflowne artbooks.

More to come later. I'm beat for now.
trenchkamen: (Look what I did)
I finally started the Clow Card Fortune Book website/translation. Feedback appreciated from anybody who speaks Japanese better than I do*; I've included all the original Japanese texts. I need to keep practicing; this is one way to do that.

The BIG RESULT of my lab experiments... long story, iffy. I'll see what I can make of it. I hate this assay. It's a major pain to set up and it's bitchy as hell. FFFFFFFFFF.

It rained this evening, and it was glorious. I opened my windows, and now there are mosquito hawks in my room, which is not so glorious. I need to invest in screens.

*Half my friends list.
trenchkamen: (Colbert dance)
Edit: Fucking youtube keeps taking the video down. Hulu has it up but you have to put up with the stupid ads. Stephen Colbert sings Friday.

[livejournal.com profile] omegadonut showed me this last night. I can't stop grinning like an idiot and bouncing around when I watch this.

When is Stephen Colbert going to accept my marriage proposal? I've been idolizing him since he was voicing Phil Ken Sebben.

This almost makes up for the amazingly shitty week I've had in the lab.
trenchkamen: (Kanji opening)
I guess I haven't updated lately because my updates would be limited to:

1) Lab
2) Writing (which I don't talk about much anyway; I just kind of do)
3) Fandom squee

Well, today something happened. Since I don't have anything to do in the lab on Tuesdays, I started volunteering at a small, no-kill animal shelter. Walked dogs up the canal, cleaned a lot of litter boxes--basically what I do at home, on a much larger scale. I love the kitty room! :3 The kittens used me as a climbing tree, and a pretty blue calico named Gracie kept riding around on my shoulders. This tabby-white cat named Traveler kept climbing up my chest and chewing on my necklaces, and a cute little dilute tabby named Tiny kept meowing at me. A few of them have the runs, so their fur around/under their tails is filthy. I tried to wash the worst of it off, but they did not like that. My neck and shoulders are dotted with claw-marks, but totally worth it.

This review seems pretty much 100% accurate, even though I never actually sat through the movie.

Also, I jumped on the brony bandwagon and started watching My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, thinking, hey, if it comes highly-recommended from trusted friends, maybe it's actually good. And it is. It's adorable, fun, charming, smart, just awesome. I guess Hasbro's marketing machine is working on my supple mind, because those FiM pony-lumps of plastic are looking pretty cute...

Also, my pony avatar. )
trenchkamen: (Precious)
Utena Remaster Pre-Order is Up!

And for the next few days, if you pre-order, you get it for $29.99 instead of the regular price of $49.99.

What is this, me turning into a salesman? You're god damn right I am for this. Nozomi does amazing niche releases (far, far better than the Central Park Media crap with its shitty subtitles and shitty translations and shitty render), it's UTENA, REMASTERED, and LIKE $20 OFF THIS IS THE BEST DAY EVER.

You're damn right I pre-ordered as soon as I saw that. I can't wait for June 7~

trenchkamen: (Totally innocent)
Or 真夜中TV, if you prefer.

Shit just got real.

My TV is only 16" diagonal, but by God, I'm going to make this work.

Except in Phoenix we don't get fog. Like, ever. I've lived here 10 years and I don't remember ever seeing fog.
trenchkamen: (Contemplation)
Korra! I CANNOT WAIT FOR THIS TO COME OUT OMFG IS IT 2012 YET. Really, any commentary I have on the subject distills down to ":D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D bounce bounce". Also note how the creators avoid talking about the live-action movie.

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I know people are calling troll on this due to a technicality (something to do with IV administration of lethal drugs being illegal in Oregon), but it still hit me in the chest, hard. I am unimaginably fortunate, to be in such good health, and to have those I love (currently) in good health. If I can face death with a fraction of the courage and dignity this poster is, I will be proud. Judging by the timing, I hopped onto the thread after the poster's scheduled euthanasia.

Life is too short for any bullshit. Rest in peace, Lucidending. Thanks for giving us a kick of perspective.

Maybe James Bond isn't such a cad. )
trenchkamen: (Crane smirk)
I felt like doing this again. And, this time, I wrote all Japanese lyrics in Romanji, because not every reader majored/minored in Weeaboo Studies. I'm also doing only songs where I myself knew the next lyrics off the top of my head.

Obviously, skipping songs I did last round.

THE RULES:
Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.
Step 2: Post the first line (or first and second line if it's completely impossible) from the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Strike out the songs when someone posts the next line correctly.
Step 4: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!
Step 5: If you like the game post your own!

1. TALKING away, I don't know what's left to say
2. All alone at the end of the evening
3. The sirens are screaming and the fires are howling way down in the valley tonight
4. This is the boss, and I'm sick of waiting.
5. Daisuki datta ano uta furui TEEPU no naka
6. Welcome to the broken low, welcome to the famous disco live
7. I am he as you are he as you are me and we are all together.
8. Rah rah rah rah rah rum mah rum mah mah
9. Mama, take this badge off of me
10. Donna PINCHI no toki mo zettai akiramenai
11. Hoshizora miage watashi dake no hikari oshiete
12. On a dark desert highway
13. Kimi ni aitai yukitai
14. Long lost words whisper slowly to me
15. Welcome to my secret lair on Skullcrusher Mountain
16. Ground control to Major Tom.
17. --What'd you forget? --Got a light?
18. Is simplicity best or simply the easiest?
19. Coming out of my cage, and I've been doing just fine.
20. Kami ga sora ni moeagaru
trenchkamen: (Partner)
I took this from [livejournal.com profile] skuldchan. And if you want to laugh at all of my weeaboo music, you can blow me sideways.

THE RULES:
Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.
Step 2: Post the first line (or first and second line if it's completely impossible) from the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Strike out the songs when someone posts the next line correctly.
Step 4: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!
Step 5: If you like the game post your own!

1. 一人ぼっち 恐れずに 生きようと 夢見てた
2. Estuans interius ira vehementi [livejournal.com profile] wohdin
3. Let me take you on a trip around the world and back
4. Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?[livejournal.com profile] traykor
5. I had visions, I was in them, I was looking into the mirror
6. Come over here and kiss me all night long
7. イルミネ-ション 真下に見下ろし
8. I ain't happy, I'm feelin' glad[livejournal.com profile] traykor
9. Summer don't know me no more
10. White clouds float in the bright blue sky
11. 熱くなった銀のメタリックハート [livejournal.com profile] wohdin
12. In the town where I was born[livejournal.com profile] traykor
13. Oh baby, baby, how was I supposed to know (bonus points if you guess who did the cover)[livejournal.com profile] traykor
14. とびっきりの笑顔で [livejournal.com profile] wohdin
15. ヤッパッパアヤッパッパアイーシャンテン
16. Out here in the fields I fight for my meals
17. I never meant to be so bad to you
18. Now I face out, I hold out[livejournal.com profile] darkenedwings
19. It's the dark night of my soul
20. 風が 寄せた 言葉に [livejournal.com profile] wohdin

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When the light rail doors opened this morning, a guy who was stepping out as I was stepping in said "There's nowhere to sit down in there." There were at least five open seats, not having come from people who just vacated, but the catch was that they were all next to somebody else. Nobody was standing in the aisles.

Would somebody from Boston, or San Francisco, or New York, say that there's "nowhere to sit" on the subway if it meant you had to sit next to somebody else? Or would that situation be called spacious?

I admit that I have the same tendencies. I am extremely introverted, dislike people getting in my space, and, if I can swing it, I get a seat as isolated as possible. Honestly, I'm afraid somebody will start a random conversation, and I won't be able to read. If the ride is short enough, I'll stand rather than sit next to a stranger. That is me, though. It is hard to tell how much of that is me being me, or how much of that is me being spoiled on an Arizonan/Texan concept of personal space.

Maybe this isn't a phenomenon you see much in larger cities where public transit is more ubiquitous and crowded. You'd have to tell me. I don't think Phoenicians are used to crowds, or having a lack of space. Everything about Phoenix sprawls.

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